its over.
its all over!
my exams are over.
really over.
no, i dun wan exams.
but now that its over.
i dun feel good too?


im sleeping by the edge of life.
the one which ; we can get
- happiness
- sadness
and other feelings at extreme ends.


everyone is emo, everyone is feeling down. i do not understand why, but life seems to be so pointless at times. it is just exams, earn money, have some fun and sleep. Mundane routine. What can you yourself doing down the road? earning big bucks? crossing the road sitting down and slack your life away? or just an average person who earn enough to feed yourself? whenever thoughts of future come by, i always ask myself, "am i working for my future now?" stuffs like this are crtical and to a large extend, it turns me off - it steals your mood ; whatever your mood is currently.

Pointless as it might seem to be, everyone stills do what we need to do just to survive. Study hard like there is no tomorrow? Work like you are a robot that you do not need to sleep? Or play like there is no tomorrow and let everyone close to u fear? things like that are common in real life. i bet you have a friend of each of this kind!

life is full of up and downs. even if its coming down, why not look up and it ? anyway you know that its coming down, why fear and let it consume u? instead, lets just face it and fight againist it. its just an roller coaster ride, roll that sudden drop and enjoy the next amplitude !

anyway, i was really dissapointed about my chemistry. my forte turned out to be a threat too. i mean, it sucks, it owned me. for wad the f*** they like to set all lame definations. :\ oh well, admits defeat -


thinking ;
looking ;
seeking ;
wondering ;
worrying ;
sighing ;
all i do is wasting my life ;






outside protrays a covered image of happiness.

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