If only it can be shown
understandable.
Yes i meant
show, Not
said.
However, theres not a need to.
Try and to
walk away.
back into this classrooms are school.
Missing the better days in school.
now that things are so messy.
school?
i dunno whats the meaning of school or rather life.
So much for education.
So much for everything under the sun.
anything.
everything.
I
tried so hard.
and got so
far.
in the
end, it
doesnt even matter.
:
" 黑云在降落 我被它拖著走 静静悄悄默默离开 "
sometimes, chinese lyrics can express things better.
i think.
i duno.
please. here im back to blog after some lazy days.
oh yeah now that my hair is officially black, its really so not nice already. But nevermind, it seems like the black dye is running off and its getting SLIGHTLY brownish again. So glad that this is happening. Brown hair is so much better than black please! I like is brownish like chocolate, just like my school uniform. But i think HYSS's uniform is so much nicer. White is deep, pure and virtue.
being a ogl in o2, is enriching and actually fun. its more like having fun with my friends than to have fun with the 2nd intake ppl. 1stly cuz im a games attach so i dun have time to hang around and socialise with my OG. now that o2 is over, this pathetic ogl only have like 2 contacts from my OG. haha ! please! this is a failure. But overall, its fun cause i made new friends with other OGLs and of cuz SOME 2nd intake people. With another perpective, its really not too bad. At least i still make friends.
Oh yeah, the day 105+++ all went to sentosa. But i went down to support my friend in campus superstar so i din managed to join them. But met up with them for dinner. Please! we were all dying from hunger when we tried to look for places that we can dine in. Feez Royston And I were eating alot of jellybeans and GUMMY BEARS. So juicy and sweet and delicious. Then we had Spizza, the pizza is very unique and i love the soup especially. Its like so creamy and mushroomy! So good! *drools again* Then went home, i cant stay out too late! If not could have join them overnight at Royston's house. But what?! they are only playing Gulity Gear thru the whole night?!
Oh yeah. Then comes school reopen, everything is okay but just slightly more chaotic. But guess its settling down again. When all the 2nd intake people learn and follow the so called JJ culture.
Yeah? However, the notes part is a big headache. Tell you, its really irritating when the lecturers say that they are so not gonna reteach the 3mths stuff. Yet, they are doing so. So is it alot of people sleeping in lectures? Sorry but it is a yes. But surprisingly, i never sleep?! its copy and copy and dream and slack and draw.
Please! What is so many people's birthday coming!
Hehe, mine too. RIGHT? That means, 105+++ gathering again! wooo x) !
so miss you people ! hahaha.
Also.
Yay! i got my UOB visa Debit Creditcard. Bs ask me to go down to the bank to activate myself instead of posting back to them. He says its faster, so i guess im doing that - since he did so. Im so in love with the card. But then again, whats the point of having the card when im so broke?! Laugh out loud. Ah, nevermind, its chio. :D
The Graphic Calculator is a hell tool. So hard to use. Please! what's i must memorise and master how to use within this 2 years. the amount of functions inside is like we will never use all? Even have games lah? So cool. Aiya, but the games sucks. Like so low class and old games. Like push the bricks? Please ! what's that for. Is it cause its easy to develop that type of game? HAHA!
Okay im mad, ignore me. Talking to myself. So crazy.
Im so not alive anymore. My laughter is on going everyday, it is like everywhere. And the public sure hates me. Its so loud and high pitched and noisy. Yet, too bad! It is just so Richie lah that laughter? And oh yah, im so sad you know ! People thinks im ah beng lah for the 1st impression. Its like EVERYONE? Like, after they know me. they will be like " haha i thought u are beng at 1st ". PLEASE, WHAT IS I M A BENG? GET A LIFE! haha. Thanks lah? Maybe its my hair/looks. But please, what's my looks like beng? When secondary school not say im! Whats wrong with the world now?! Lol.
I got over it though. So wrong lah? Im like the last in the school, cause im a appealed in with 20points. Please! I better study hard liao, no joke anymore. A level is like x5 the diffculty of O level. Think again, maybe the Poly route is more suitable for me. But well, since im already on my route to A level. Im so gonna DO IT this time ( i hope ) !
After a long time that i din blog, i think i blogged alot of things this time round !
Cya yah around!
With so much i can do.
So little time.
So regretable.
So undone.
Yet, Be strong.
again, im using back this face ---> x)
i think its cute? and not twitish?
so is Dx <-- .
Whats the next happening?!
Richie's hair is black again!
School has been so mundane. Lessons lessons and lessons. Richie as usual, try hard to keep himself awake. Often will you hear, "Richie Do Not Fall Asleep Please ". So its nothing unusual anymore! Pon chinese and Pc like ever since last 2 weeks, nothing much to admit in anyway.
Today had a dilemma of ponning GP, in the end, whole class went. At first is like, only 2 person in class? Thats how cool is class spirit in ponning! cheers. Ended lessons at, 2.30? Remove Love Fiesta "thanks poster" with shengyong , timon and zheyuan, chatted with others in our class till like 3.30. Then i hanged around with Cassandra and gang till 4, played some bridge( 1 round for me ). Yeah and 4 , was the SCDC(sing,cheer & dance committee) meeting! It was the Mass Dance session! Feesee was shocked because i told her im having Mass Dance. She was like " YOU DANCE?" Lol. everyone was so high during the mass dances + cheers.
oh yeah, although im so not in SCDC, i still went to dance it out today! im a games attached. which, tmr i have meeting. 2.15 family 1 meeting, 3, games attach meeting.
FeeZ: you gotta see how high u can get if u come in JJ. Haha!
Then after 2hrs 30mins of dancing and stuff, ended at close to 7. Had dinner with JianLe,Daria And Kyson somewhere near school. Ate this chicken chop which is full of fats(yuck?). Of course! went home after that, im so damn tired.
friday - sat is the OGL(orientation group leader) preparation camp!
i dun really fancy camps :X
Then Results of posting on March6(tues) if i can still be in jj.
Then JJ orientation camp 2 will be my next camp!
with march 7 made for admin day,
that means march 8 to march 11 is the camp.
After all this RaRa things, Time for some rest and study!
oh and hell yeah.
i just past my chemistry test, 10/20.
but my chem teacher minus 1 mark and that makes it 9.
so, i failed. Reason : Ans NOT in 3sig fig.
It only takes a minute.
Oh great! im back. Missing ever since results day, it was ownage. Oh well, got over it. This is how bad i did.
Eng: C5
The Rest: B3
So whats the total L1R5?
20, that goes without saying.
The worse nightmare for a O level student is just this, get all B3-s and DIE.
yeah whatever, i just have to get over it. blame myself for not studying 100%, but playing like 101%. deserve this shit. pending to get back to JJ which sci course claims to be 11 - 13, which i got 16? yeah nice one lah. if im not posted to JJ, i will be at PJC or even IJC. So dreadful, whatever the results will lead me to. Nah, im so not gonna think about this shit anymore. Enjoying the last few days in JJ, may the JJ spirits bless me and let me stay in JJ. Be as happy as i can, be as cheerful as i can, be as memorable as i can give. Oh yeah, im talking like a bitch i noticed. What life has got to afford me, is making me whine real seriously.
THANKS LIFE.
Then again, This blogskin is a edited version from FEEz's so-contagious.blogspot. I find her style of making headers brilliant i just love it. Kailing's xkailingxfive.blogspot Blog is nice too and Clifford's gettingawayclean.blogspot . The similar headers, nothing special but its very eye catching. Feez is so gonna change another skin, but she says its not because of me copying her source. (heng lol) Now everyone is blogging! That includes Royston, The LaZar.
Had dinner on friday at rebecca's house! gathering of all the lovely people. Thanks Yvonne for her cheesy pancakes! Its damn nice lah, Cheese is the Ownage. I dint stay over with them. Wasted, really wanted to spend more time with them. Miss them alots! Took a cab home with derrick, he was so scare by a dog(he says" its the worse shock of my life "), he literally jump off the ground when the dog barked in the dark LOUDLY. Honestly, i was damn shocked too. Its just out of a sudden lah.
Then comes the Horrible Saturday, 24/02
1st one was when i went to find my mother, then at her office there got this pathway where she will come down from the lift, then when i was walking to the pathway i saw this man lah. he was looking at me and giving me a cheeky smile + werid actions. then i thought maybe i think too much so i just ignore him and continue smsing. then later when he was about to read the exit at the another end of the place, he turn back and look at me again, then he stand at the 1st shop there for some time then slowly he walk nearer and nearer to me lah.. then i siam of cuz.. he walk to the place where i was standing(the pathway) then i walk to another exit where theres a restaurant.. then heng someone come out from the restaurant lah.. then he walk away.. but he keep turning back and point to the damn toilet?
[ i thought that was damn gross, but wait, look at the 2nd one for heaven sake! ]
then, the 2nd one was when i was taking the mrt. Then this man ask me whats the time so i told him lor.. then he starting asking me things like, where am i studying. and etc. then he board the mrt with me. and i thought i can siam liao but becuz im standing at the door there, he come and talk to me AGAIN.. he ask qns like,, where am i from.. what am i doing.. what am i going to do.. how old am i.. is gp hard.. etc etc.. den he take my hp and see lah.. and ask for my num.. THEN THEN THEN. he ask me this scary qns.. "can i contact u next time?" i say NO PLS. then he say " i just wanna ask u something abt jc for my nephew cuz we are from china " then i was "err... but i duno whats my new num " then he TOOK OUT HIS HP. ( AT THIS POINT OF TIME I WAS WONDERING WHY HE ASK ME FOR TIME WHEN HE GOT A HP ) then he ask me misscall him ( then i was like shit no choice ) den he vv smart, he sms immediatly on the spot to make sure its my num -.- " ... then heng he left at commonwealth lah. BUT, he keeps bugging me in SMSES. then he ask me this
ask me whats my age.. whats my name.. and DOB.. ask me out.. ask me teach his nephew english(hello i got c5?! LOL) .. etc.. den last night he ask me : u got gf? ( I QUICKLY REPLY YES. LOL ) Afterwhich, every sms, i ignored. Oh yeah, to add on, he is a china man of aged 43. Nice right?
its bloody traumatising i tell you.
People just laugh at me for being too attractive to the WRONG GROUP. How mean! Next time i will be smarter for moron sake.
Oh yeah, thats all i have to say.
Today's play, its tomorrow's game.
results is on friday.
well, im just afright i will fail my english.
and if i fail my english, i will not on my hp on friday.
neither am i going online.
but i shall look at the positive side of life.
i think i will get a C, well at least i pass? :)
seriously.
the main issue now is.
i will miss my damn nice jj friends.
esp changsheng,daniel,louis,pearlyn,huimin( in alphabetical order )
maybe to them im not yet so close lah, but i am somehow already emotionally attached to them.
i will not get used to not see them anymore u see( just now how im not used to not see all my close sec sch frends :( [ hor feesee? :( ) ) whatever it is, i will miss them so badly.
let me tell u a story, a breif intro only though.
there is this guy, he was 16.
you see, at 1st he is so reluctant to go to PAE 3mths jc course.
but he was forced to go, so he just signed up.
the first day there was much like hell.
followed by camp and stuff, he didn't really like sch that time still.
his camp members only got closer after camp, started to mingle around, he thinks maybe life is not too depressing after all. life wasnt too bad for him after getting closer to pearlyn and huimin ( from his camp grp). after that, because he hangs out with the yusoffians, he knew another great frend called daniel. Things started to get better for him. Not long, he met another super clickable friend called louis. Louis thought that he was a ah beng at first! They met during a volleyball training. they are super clickable and they talked like as though they knew each other for a long long time. yup, they became very close after that. Last by not least, ChangSheng, they met during the leader's night. During the sing along, Cs was beside him. However, only after love fiesta, then they really started talking. This 5 friends, made jj life more heavenly for him. He wants to thank everyone, especially this 5 great pals. He hopes that this few weeks or days of good old times can be buried deep into their hearts.
richie is neither good in expressing himself nor the parting-s in life.
well, he just wishes them all the best.
________________________________________________________________
okay back to me.
i took photos!
but.. when i look at the photos..
i just feel so :S.
i noe i will miss them! argh..
When the world stops spinning
When the Sun stops shining
When the winds stop blowing
When the trees stop growing
When the music stops playing
Our friendship would never stop blooming
Even when our hearts stop beating
<---- written by my sister jh :) -
2 days - comforting myself, at least i got 172800seconds.
to everyone one of my friends out there.
even though, i might not be the best there.
but i hereby say i tried my best to be.
with no regrets of giving;
no intention of receiving.
im more than willingly to be;
becuz you are my friend.
07/02 -
i had school till 4.30.
wanted to pon tutorials at 1st.
in the end everyone backed out!
so... ended up we suffered till 4.30.
then, we(amanda + qilin + xinee) went jp to get stuff to decorate chinese new card our teacher asked us to do.
we ate long john.
then we went home after that.
ok i think i shall stop here.
im blogging so randomly :X
tmr is the emo making day.
get wet !
RANDOM;
pictures.
this is louis;
this is daniel;
this is pearlyn;
missing cs :X
*posting him soon* lol.
